I'm still working my way through Robert Hass' so you get another Hass poem this week. (Next week I'll give you something new, I promise.) This book is beautiful. There are several poems I could have chosen (some that are probably an easier subject matter). However, I picked this one because, of all that I read of his this week, it stunned me most and continues to haunt me. I'd love to know that you think about it in the Comments...
The World as Will and Representation by Robert Hass
When I was a child my father every morning-- Some mornings, for a time, when I was ten or so, My father gave my mother a drug called antabuse. It makes you sick if you drink alcohol. They were little yellow pills. He ground them In a glass, dissolved them in water, handed her The glass and watched her closely while she drank. It was the late nineteen-forties, a time, A social world, in which the men got up And went to work, leaving the women with the children. His wink at me was a nineteen-forties wink. He watched her closely so she couldn't "pull A fast one" or "put anything over" on a pair As shrewd as the two of us. I hear those phrases In old movies and my mind begins to drift. The reason he ground the medications fine Was that the pills could be hidden under the tongue And spit out later. The reason that this ritual Occurred so early in the morning--I was told, And knew it to be true--was that she could, If she wanted, induce herself to vomit, So she had to be watched until her system had Absorbed the drug. Hard to render, in these lines, The rhythm of the act. He ground two of them To powder in a glass, filled it with water, Handed it to her, and watched her drink. In my memory, he's wearing a suit, gray, Herringbone, a white shirt she had ironed. Some mornings, as in the comics we read When Dagwood went off early to placate Mr. Dithers, leaving Blondie with crusts Of toast and yellow rivulets of egg yolk To be cleared before she went shopping-- On what the comic called a shopping spree-- With Trixie, the next-door neighbor, my father Would catch an early bus and leave the task Of vigilance to me. "Keep an eye on Mama, pardner." You know the passage in the Aeneid? The man Who leaves the burning city with his father On his shoulders, holding his young son's hand, Means to do well among the flaming arras And the falling columns while the blind prophet, Arms upraised, howls from the inner chamber, "Great Troy is fallen. Great Troy is no more." Slumped in a bathrobe, penitent and biddable, My mother at the kitchen table gagged and drank, Drank and gagged. We get our first moral idea About the world--about justice and power, Gender and the order of things--from somewhere.
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